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Submitted by KarenPauline on Thu, 11/05/2009

My life seems to be falling apart. No, it doesn't seem to be, it is. I have so many sorrows and burdens on my shoulders that I feel like I'm drowning -- I can't keep my head above water anymore. My father is succumbing to a fatal illness and he's only in his early sixties. My son has a chronic condition that, though not fatal, limits his options for living his life to the fullest and is something he'll have to deal with for the rest of his life -- it drains the life out of me. And my husband, the love of my life for more than 20 years, is battling the slow onset of a progressive mental illness and the doctors are telling me that it's not really treatable. I don't know where to turn. I want to get off this harrowing ride that my life has become -- I can't take anymore! But they need me, so I have to find strength and courage. Please pray for me.