I'm really frustrated because it seems that no matter what I do, there is no way that I can be happy given the people that I have to deal with. I still need to see my soon-to-be ex and every time I see him I get really upset and it affects me for the whole rest of the day. And then the kids act like it is my fault that we don't have as much money now. If I didn't have to deal with these people around me, I think I would be able to be happy.